I saw a dream…

I saw a dream last night. I saw something beautiful in it. It was simple, little weird but I loved it.

I saw love in it. Two people who hug each other. I saw me and my girlfriend. I saw loving looks and gentle touching. Something so innocent and cute. Happy faces.

My girlfriend is beautiful and love is too. I write about this because I miss her. I don’t know when we see next time and it makes me feel hopeless sometimes. We have a long distance relationship and we live over 8 hours away from each other. I can live with it but it’s hard sometimes.

The weird was that we were in a store while we hugged and we listened my spofity – music list. We were happy and calm. We were really relaxed with each other. I hope I can be like that someday with her. We have dated almost two months now so we aren’t 100% ourselves I guess. With time we will be more ourselves and relaxed.

I want to write about something else but she is always in my mind. And well this is my way to show that I miss her a lot. I just want to be close to her and hold her. I’m fucking gay sorry not sorry. *evil laugther*

Never gonna give you up.

See you soon my precious Angel.

Love from Alex <3

When I wake up….

 

When I wake up at night… I look that are you next to me. You aren’t.
I don’t remember that you are at home.
I really want to see you when I wake up.
I want to be close to you.
I want to feel your warm body next to me.
I want to hear you sleeping and just smile to you. I want to fall asleep next to you.
I miss you already and you left only four days ago. I didn’t miss you this much last time.
At first I wasn’t sure about loving you because well love is a strong word.
But now I am getting more sure about that.
I love you.