I am kinda suprised that I am okay. I though that break up would destroy me for a while but no. Of course I have cried and I have been sad but I continue my life. Maybe I am really gotten stronger. Maybe I feel okay because I know I tried my best. Moving out from home helped me a lot with break up too.
I have lived a week alone now. Of course it’s boring and lonely sometimes but mostly awesome. I can do what I want. I can watch tv at 3am. I have been taking good care of myself. I am waiting my home to be ready so I can celebrate with friends and family.
I want to spend more time with my friends. I want to actually do something with them. And that is kinda new to me.
But now I have to go. ;-;
Love from Alex <3